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No one knows.

No one knows

Why we get the lows.

On your shitty days, you try to drown your thoughts, with bad food and t.v shows

No one knows

The way we deal with pain.

You over think, ask google, diagnose yourself insane.

No one knows

The outcome we’ll get.

The self pity will only get us upset.

No one knows

Who we are, where we lye.

How much evil has come and gone in our lives.

No one knows, for how long.

But in time you will feel strong.

J.Sullivan

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Lost.

Right now your not here,

I can tell your full of fear.

Please don’t lose hope,

keep up your dote.

Life is not forever, we often agree.

Your heart aches, today I’m giving you mine, as you would for me.

Progress is positive,

keep that in your mind.

Make sure you find your time,

to relax and unwind.

J.Sullivan

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My promise to you.

My heart is yours.

I’ll definitely do half the chores.

I’ll guide you when your lost.

When I spend I’ll consider the cost.

I’ll believe in everything you want to achieve.

On busy days, I’ll give you space to breathe.

I’ll always be honest, and let you think your the strongest.

I’ll never let you down, and make sure we keep our feet on the ground.

Everyday I will love you, and we’ll always sit and plan our lives with a good brew. 🖤

J.Sullivan

Interview.

From a male perspective.

As a woman i can't speak for all, but who i know.
We are emotional, calculated, nosey, maybe abit needy.
Definately head strong!
I lack confidence but i know when i'm right. ha!

Anyway i decided to interview a man, not rich and famous.
No fancy name. A "normal" guy. My aim was to try and dig a little into how 
he thinks....see's....does...
I'm not sexist! But males do tend to have a different thought, feeling 
process. And most don't trust easily.

I'm going to do this using Q & A.
I hope its worth the read, if not i'm sorry to disappoint!!
Hoping in some way women get an understanding and some may find it 
relatable...Enjoy!


commitment

Q- Why do you think men hate commitment?

A- I don't think they do, but to put an answer to it.
It's like you want the relationship but you don't want to let go of
your freedom. Meaning; Go out whenever we like, do what we want whenever 
we want and not be hounded home.

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Q- What do you think men have against communication?
(calling, talking, opening up.)

A- Majority of men have a aplha male mindset, to do with talking 
about emotions. And you don't want to appear weak to anyone. I suppose
it boils back down to, not been told what to do/pestered about time.
You always get for example..If you go out with your mates and say your 
partner rings, or keeps texting, you get stick for it. 
"Proper under thumb" "Put your phone away, your with us" 
"I wouldn't let my Mrs tell me when i'm going home"
You don't want it to come across as though your being told what to do,
its embarassing.

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Q- Do you think your life ends when you get married?

A- No, it just changes.
But it's something you hear all the time like "That's it now"
"Ball and Chain" and i think personally, people that say that. That aren't 
married, are jealous. And people that are married and say it, are generally 
just joking. People take what they want from it, i suppose that relates 
back to commitment. What i mean by jealous, is not that their jealous
personally. Their jealous of the time their losing with their friend..
Your life doesn't end, your just making new memories with someone
you love.

mum

Q- Do you tell your Mum everything?

A- No, in the past i did.
But i think when your younger, your looking for someone to help solve
your problems. As you get older you tend not to, because it's your own 
buissness. It's just part of growing up.

weight

Q- Do you notice if we (women) gain weight?

A- Yes, but it's not an issue if it's someone you actually love. I think
it's only an issue if your with someone for the wrong reasons.
Obviously unless it's health related.

ex

Q- Do you think about your Ex-Girlfriend?

A- No. At the beginning of a new relationship, yes.
If it was pretty recent or long term..
Your not necessarily missing them, it's just they were a part of 
your life and i suppose you do compare. I.e; scenarios/personality.

kicked in the balls

Q- How does it feel to get kicked in the balls?

A- I don't think a woman would ever understand that. Just as men wouldn't
with labour and period pains.
It feels like an exposed nerve being squeezed as hard as it possibly could
be squeezed. It makes you feel physically sick! In that much pain!






Done!!!!!! I hope you got/get something from it?
Thanks for reading :)

J.Sullivan
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When your life is stuck in a rut. (P1)

Hi! if you've read the title, it's pretty much self explanatory.
& INCLUDING MYSELF, were all here for the same thing. I'm going to think 
and type and then probably hit publish in impulse so please don't mind the 
mistakes.

Right then :D I'm 22, in part time work. A Mother of 2 & A Wife. 
I work 24 hours a week split into 2 12 hour shifts, not too bad you say?
I'm unbeleivably ambitious and love to learn, i didn't in my younger 
years but now i understand knowledge gets you places.
I wish i caught on to that back then but better late than never.
When i get something in my head i tend to go straight for it or want it
here and now, impatient and stubborn some might say.
So i've done some courses to get me places but it doesn't seem to work out, 
or i get half way to where i want to be and flap, so it falls threw.

My stuck in a rut issue came about after my son, like i wanted to get 
myself a better job show my kids look i can still do this, even though 
i'm doing it while your here rather than before. I wrote it all out, 
got it all set in my head, then i came off maternity leave.
Of course i returned to work, bills to pay, mortgage and now 2 children.
There's my rut, i can't quit work that would be stupid, yet i want the
oppurtunity's but i can't get to them whilst in my job.
I've had 2 chances of new work, one was way too many hours the other fell 
through (my fault) now my third option....it's new but this is probably
for my line of work a dream job. Mostly surrounded by Germs (my worst night
mare) but i feel confident in my Job, that i'm good at it.

You'll notice a P1 in the title, take that as part 1. I've only just come 
up with it seems like a good idea, that way i can write how i get on!

Thanks for reading! 
J.Sullivan.